Our own trial


So sad one of my beloved cousin had passed away 2 days ago because meningitis.

She's too young to gone... it's too soon to happens since doctor diagnosed her 1 year ago.

Last night i had late night conversation with my mom while put Jordan to sleep. We did some chit chat about her. What a pity of her, gone on young age and just a few moment after her brother's wedding. But my mommy said it's the best way for her, trough it God has takes all her pains, she's no more have to fight her cancer. Can you imagine how's her days after she's knows her lifetime is no longer anymore?

What my mommy said jerked me...

My life isn't running smoothly these days. Everyday i go trough with worries for same problem. I admit that what i had to faced made me feel hopeless to live and better to leaving this world soon (but, Thanks God! Jordan gave me new spirit everyday). It's so ironic with what my cousin had to faced everyday.

When i feel death is the way to erase my sadness, my cousin is sad because death is coming closer to her..

Yeah it's human natures. Sometimes we think our problem is the biggest one in the world. Whereas many peoples had to live with more bigger worries than us.

What is life?

For me life is how to walk on problem to problem everyday. There's no life without problem. Everyone have their own problem, everyone have their own trial. Including us..

Maybe some of us so familiar with quotes
"There's no growth in your comfort zone and no comfort in your growth zone"

and many more quotes about problems in life.

But life isn't about waiting the storm to pass, but it's learning to dance in the rain.

And what we scared of? We can beat off every trials that we should going trough everyday!

It has been written in the Holy Bible

" No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can endure it." ( 1 Corinthians 10:13)

Besides Jordan who i believe was sent from God to cheers me up day by day, one thing that also made me strong to standing tall again after knocked down was my faith to God.

Not an easy way to maintain our faith moreover make it grow. We should live based on what God says in Holy Bible. What made it hard is the reality doesn't easy like what we read on. But, like God promise to us "He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear"

I believe everything happens by blessing of God. So if God allow us to live in trials, He also gave us ways and solutions then if we response it according to what God wants us to do, we will finish this trial as a winner and we will receive more than what we can imagine.

Never blame anyone if your life going hard but Thanks God because He still kind to give us chance to change our life to be better. 

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